the thing about playing online games is it practically takes up most of your time that you have. like the other day i was supposed to blog and i even thought up some witty lines to put on the blog - but of course i got lazy and now they're gone from my mind.

even though it doesn't take long for my computer to turn on, just the thought of having to wait even a few seconds makes me feel like i've already wasted time. xD

i was trying to get my sleep schedule back on track so i went to sleep around 6 or so last night. woke up around the time my hubz came home (around 2am).

i'm so happy and proud for my hubz. he has a job he truly likes! life is hard and doesn't always give you what you want but, i guess in his case it gave him a break lol. he works at this computer place and he's pretty much the boss underneath the owner.

lucky~

so he came home around 2am ish and i figured i would go back to sleep and wake him up at 0630 like he asked me to. i have trouble sleeping by myself. i guess i feel uncomfortable. when my husband isn't around i have my dog sleep next to me. maybe i'm scared subconsciously i don't know. lol. we make out the door around 0700am - omg it's a school day. traffic. not really that bad but still annoying.

i drove today. o____o i haven't driven for several years so i was kind of nervous. i'm used to people honking at me. lol!

took the car in for servicing, got a hundred dollars in my wallet and zero in the bank. is this what you call riding the crest? xD

i'll be driving the car home, i suppose i'll be picking up my husband from work. lololol. i feel like gonig online - in game i mean.

i made a cyworld lol. but i don't know. i wanted to make one, but now that i've made one i don't know if i should really go all out. i really like the concept but i'm not really that much of a social person? i mean, maybe taking photos, videos of myself would boost up my self confidence or something?

or make me a target for predators. waaaaaaaaaah. idk.

got over the period. but i still feel weird. like i feel something is missing. and i just noticed that there's a visitor's list? sweet! :3

now i can spam all ye who visit my page. bwahahaha.

i downloaded google's new browser "chrome." it's alright, but it freaks me out when i go to certain sites.

so i might just use firefox for a few more months. :3

chrome is good for lazy people! it's convenient and super fast. :x

deviantart is making me mad. before i could make pasties of my art now i can't. boooo. is it reallyworth subscribing? >___< idk.

another 3 days off. i'm planning on getting a second job! it'll be great. :3 oh that's right, i was supposed to start on my resume. bwahahaha.

there's a hotel within walking distance of my job, so i've already let my boss know i'm interested in a second job. need more monies.

i've gotten used to sleeping weird hours.

now i'm not sleeping enough. i've been posting on gaia a lot recently. i've been having a lot of fun. have i not mentioned i love arizona peach tea. i really like the taste.

some crazy stuff happened last night. long story short, girls are really crazy. especially girls who spit in peoples faces, beat people up and are just plain psycho.

i was sort of window shopping at kmart. the apartment is kind of bare, i want to furnish it, but i'm low on cash. haaaaa.

i've already paid half the rent but i'm not so sure about utilities. i don't really want to worry about it.

i don't want to think too much on things mainly because it's that time of the month where i get high tension. like i get worried or pissed off real easily.

omg i don't get off till 1030am. cryyyyyyyyyyyy.

i'm sort of bummed because i miss going on the computer. i've been playing ff12 recently. i wish i had fully downloaded rose online when i had the chance.

i also wish i had fable the lost chapters for pc. sadness.

i got a raise at work but i need to sign the form. they had to tell me after my day off right? lol.

i had a long talk with this girl i know - she's kind of late in the literary world. :/

hopefully next month we'll be able to hook up the internet. ;_;

i haven't been on and this is why:

i'm moving!

yep. my hubz and i got an apartment! we've got a roommate too. well really, the three of us have been living together for quite some time.

so we got our own place. we're in the process of moving so i have been pretty much internet-less for a week or so?

currently staying at a place that's homey but the internet is suxxors to the 10th power.

i'm logged on at work. i've got about 5 minutes before i resume swimming in all the paperwork that i've got to do.

i really miss you internet! T^T

i'm so bummed. warhammer is coming out soon and i may not have internet when it launches. ;___;