i broke my streak. TT TT

so i started dling from the runes of magic client. i've got it installed and everything but there are a crapload of patches. at this rate i should be able to play by the end of the week. T^T

had b2b last night. it went smoothly since my boss was there. hahaha. my partner is getting the hang of the shift; i'm pretty sure he could handle a lot of things on his own now! hahahahaha.

of course i still miss kelly, but she did stay at front desk for 6 months. totally unfair and selfish of me to keep her there any longer than that.

i would've gotten off on time had it not been the boom of japanese guests that came out of nowhere. it was crazy! they all lined up as i was closing my box. wtfffff. i really hate it sometimes...sometimes i feel it's better if i didn't know how to speak japanese at all!

hahahahhha my partner was talking to me in korean for like 5 seconds. waaaaah i started panicking! he goes, "aren't you studying korean?!" i was like, "T^T" hahahahahahaha.

can't get enough of that drama.

gun woo! gun woo! i'm your fan. xDDDDD

anyway, i was chatting a bit with tae. :3 he works graveyard now. super cool! but his hours are more consistent i think, lolololol.

tutored again today. it was alright. i don't know though. my body has been stressed out lately. i've been bleeding...and it isn't time for my period. :/ why am i stressed?! also today, i felt very weak and very tired. maybe around 4pm ish i went to sleep. i didn't wake up until about 1130pm. it was really weird because angela texted me almost 10 minutes prior.

something about gumi. bwhahahahaha. i'll have to see it to believe it. xDDD

zomg. i'm going to get ready now. i promised angela to come in at 1. hahahahaha.

well. i was supposed to be off today but things have been rather catastrophic at work as of late.

we fire someone. we take them back not even 2 days after removing her from the schedule.
i find myself being nice to the person i have no respect for.
slowly my efficiency at work has been dwindling.

i feel like i'm running on empty on my work force. like, i don't have motivation or the drive to care. i try to work hard but the harder i work the more clumsy and absent minded i become.

i've been getting off late, the workload has been pretty heavy, and i just lost a partner who's been with me for 6 months. i'm training a new partner so that's probably been a bit of a stress point for me.

people haven't been showing up for work on time. i mean, i can understand 30 minutes or so...but really 2 hours? 3 hours? and we can't afford to sack anyone really. we just don't have enough people.

i made a total fool of myself today. i'm too proud to apologize right now. i'm going to next week. but not right now. i was so sure that i was right that i defended myself. but when i found myself wrong i couldn't believe i had lost my cool; i lost my temper. i never lose my temper.

i guess i've no one to blame for my actions. i'll admit that i was wrong next week. but for now i'll just sulk and brood about it.

i failed about 4 tests for my mother in law. i'm helping her with her math...i utterly failed. it's okay though. i haven't had the chance to study or do the homework. i still feel bad about it.

i better go to bed. i need to wake up in 3 hours. i'm covering my boss today. she's sick and can't come in. i'm totally using this opportunity to nab friday and saturday. i think she owes me that much, at least.

sidenote: in love with ikuko kawai. i'm a newb to the whole violinist thing. but i love her. her violin really stirs my heart.

the thing about playing online games is it practically takes up most of your time that you have. like the other day i was supposed to blog and i even thought up some witty lines to put on the blog - but of course i got lazy and now they're gone from my mind.

even though it doesn't take long for my computer to turn on, just the thought of having to wait even a few seconds makes me feel like i've already wasted time. xD

i was trying to get my sleep schedule back on track so i went to sleep around 6 or so last night. woke up around the time my hubz came home (around 2am).

i'm so happy and proud for my hubz. he has a job he truly likes! life is hard and doesn't always give you what you want but, i guess in his case it gave him a break lol. he works at this computer place and he's pretty much the boss underneath the owner.

lucky~

so he came home around 2am ish and i figured i would go back to sleep and wake him up at 0630 like he asked me to. i have trouble sleeping by myself. i guess i feel uncomfortable. when my husband isn't around i have my dog sleep next to me. maybe i'm scared subconsciously i don't know. lol. we make out the door around 0700am - omg it's a school day. traffic. not really that bad but still annoying.

i drove today. o____o i haven't driven for several years so i was kind of nervous. i'm used to people honking at me. lol!

took the car in for servicing, got a hundred dollars in my wallet and zero in the bank. is this what you call riding the crest? xD

i'll be driving the car home, i suppose i'll be picking up my husband from work. lololol. i feel like gonig online - in game i mean.

i made a cyworld lol. but i don't know. i wanted to make one, but now that i've made one i don't know if i should really go all out. i really like the concept but i'm not really that much of a social person? i mean, maybe taking photos, videos of myself would boost up my self confidence or something?

or make me a target for predators. waaaaaaaaaah. idk.

got over the period. but i still feel weird. like i feel something is missing. and i just noticed that there's a visitor's list? sweet! :3

now i can spam all ye who visit my page. bwahahaha.

i downloaded google's new browser "chrome." it's alright, but it freaks me out when i go to certain sites.

so i might just use firefox for a few more months. :3

chrome is good for lazy people! it's convenient and super fast. :x

deviantart is making me mad. before i could make pasties of my art now i can't. boooo. is it reallyworth subscribing? >___< idk.

another 3 days off. i'm planning on getting a second job! it'll be great. :3 oh that's right, i was supposed to start on my resume. bwahahaha.

there's a hotel within walking distance of my job, so i've already let my boss know i'm interested in a second job. need more monies.