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so last night was my last night off. i'm fully rested and ready to go back to work. managed to level another new character to 20. working on getting some bags now. definitely need bags. oh, i also added 'bigertle' to my xfire. i left a message but you were afk? lol.

ack the vent is down.

yesterday my hubz let me use his computer all day. i'm real happy about that. his computer is much more powerful than the computer i had before; and we had about the same components. he was looking over the items we're going to order. my computer comes to about $1,000.00 for the first order. i think it's worth it. everything on guam is really expensive so, imagine what i'm getting for a grand on the internet.

i'm also planning on buying a new phone. bwahahahahahaa. i'm going to check with my coworker if her model phone is the same i'm looking at. :/

i work pretty early tonight so...i should get started. bb.

yay it's my day off now. well all the smack i was talking about not really backfired but i feel kind of retarded. so i was working at 3am last night and i was a bit grumpy because that doesn't give me much time to do what i need to do.

i get it and all of -my- work is finished. angela did it all for me. i was kind of shocked. i mean, not really shocked but i guess surprised would be the better word? but she did all of my work for me. even though i work so hard at my job she managed to find a mistake or two on my part. it's always something minor.

so i guess i have to work harder. it's insulting to get criticized by her. that's how i feel.

but i'm letting everyone know that i'm doing a lot at work; not just my department either. it may look stupid or seem dumb but actually i'm helping myself. usually when work isn't done in another department it really affects me in a negative way. gives me more work and gets me really pissed because it could've been prevented.

so i did a lot of work during this past week that a particular department could not do in a month. it's practically a one man department. the 'manager' of that department hardly shows up for work. and when he does it's usually on days he meets with the managers.

i'm almost done with my phoenix wright game! i'm on the last chapter. aaaah edgeworth! i slept all day today. felt really good.

right now hubz is setting up a list for my new computer. we're ordering his first. his quote comes to about 1500-1600. go fig. mine is cheaper. so we're getting his parts first.

omg! i'll be finished with my debt with my college by december or so! i'm so happy! i really need to get to work on my loan though. waaah.

and i'm broke. i paid all the bills today. i'm so broke. waaaah. there are plums in the kitchen.

yay! last day of work! yay! i can't wait! i'm pretty excited because next month or so i'll be able to afford a new computer! can't wait can't wait!

on other things. hmm. i'm doing okay i think. i've been pretty moody and i've been eating more than i usually do. i think it's the after effect i usually get. gah. but this time i've been indulging it a bit.

gar someone called me fat at work. but that person is one to talk. lololol.

today is my mother-in-law's birthday. lol i could never remember her birthday. but luckily someone remembered and told me. haahhaa lol!

got to play a lot today. rolled a new char. i'm doing alright so far.

can't wait for my day off. games and sleep. i can't freaking wait! garrrr hurry up!

so i wasn't able to go online after work at all yesterday. i was just so tired. as i said in an earlier post i'm working max hours this week and i feel a little stretched out. the internet was blinking off and on yesterday so maybe i would have been frustrated if i even tried to log on yesterday.

i was kind of going for 'an entry a day' kind of thing but i'm not good with streaks. haha.

so haven't been really busy at work per se. but the thing about me is if all my work is done, i look for more work to do. it's a curse. i feel really good but very tired and exhausted. i try to put 110% into what i do, because ultimately in the end, it'll be better for me.

at my job i'm practically the shift that ties everything together. whatever is left over, incomplete, unfinished, needs fixing - that's me. well not only that but i do the audit every night at the hotel as well. so, i kind of have a lot of things to do during a very 'slow shift.'

i'm getting a bit irritated though. one of my coworkers kind of skyrocketed through positions. he doesn't work all that hard (so it seems) and his knowledge of the program at work is pretty basic. i don't know, i feel kind of cheated? but lately he's been really taking advantage of his position - he hardly comes into work these days. (he's on salary now).

it's not only that but the others too. i can totally understand that line staff are incompetent, but it's another thing when your coworkers are a bit lacking at the supervisory level. i'm not perfect but tbh i feel like a freakin' mule or something. but then again, i don't know the whole story. maybe they're doing as much work and because i hardly see the other supervisors it just feels like i'm alone.

yeah, i'm a bit irritated and kind of...i feel like everyone is just retarded right now at my work. i came into work a bit late. 15-20 minutes. this is a usual thing for me. attendance is not my strong point. but anyway, i call up erika and tell her before my scheduled time that i'm going to be running a bit late. she tells me that there's something wrong with the computer at work and asks if we have an computer tech 24 hours. at my work tech support is pretty much on call so, no we don't have a 24 hour tech guy on hand. but usually basic troubleshooting i can handle; it's not that hard really.

so i ask her why she's looking for tech support and she says that there's something wrong with the computer at work. we've got a total of 5 computers at my work that are always being used, so if one of them is down it's going to affect me quite a bit. so i ask her what's wrong with it and she says, "it won't turn on." at this point i'm kind of like, "don't touch the computer, i'll take a look at it when i get there."

so i get to work and obviously the computer that has a problem has it's case off. it's about 1230am and i know for sure that tech support did not come in; they never come in that late. so strolls around the corner and i ask her why the case is off. she goes, "oh i was trying to figure out how to fix it."

i was kind of pissed. idk, i just feel that computers are kind of my forte and n00bs should just listen to what i say. so i'm like "if you don't know what you're doing, don't try to -fix- anything, you'll just make matters worse." it doesn't even take me 5 minutes to figure out what was wrong; the ups is dead. i was like "battery box needs to be replaced, there was no reason for you to remove the case because it isn't the computer that has a problem.

gah. you know, it's the 21st century. i don't get why people don't know about computers. i feel kind of like crap. maybe it's just cause i'm tired. i woke up at about 1140pm last night and it's about 1345pm the next day so that could be it. i've been i don't know, it's kind of crazy.

you work and work and work but it kinda feels i'm just pushing on a mill with never ending grain that i won't be able to eat? does that make sense? lol. i have no idea.

ahhh. so tonight will be the last night i work at 2400. can't wait. the next day i work at 0300am. i'll be able to sleep in. it'll feel so good.

the phone is ringing...i hope it isn't my work. i shut off my cell phone because quite frankly, i don't want to talk to anyone from work right now. i mean, i was supposed to get off at 1030am but didn't get to go home until 1200pm. oh and the "manager" was supposed to be 'half day' which i don't even get why he says half day when he doesn't even bother to show up.

aaaah. idkdidkddidkdikdiddkdkddkdk

gonna go stuff my face with snacks now.

working max hours today. it's good but i'm kind of surprised. angela didn't tell me at all. i mean, she could have at least let me know in advance; for courtesy's sake at least.

but she didn't so i'm working 40 hours. it's good because of the money but at the same time not good because that means more time working. lololol. i won't be able to game for a few days that's for sure. i can't afford to be late and i can't stay back at work.

oh also, evaluations are due next month! all supervisors and managers have to fill out evaluation forms for the line staff. hehehehehehe. if it were up to me i'd fire everyone.

everyone is on this level that i find equivalent to incompetent. but that's just me. i would have to say my weakness, personally, is attendance. but other than that, i'm a pretty good at what i do. luckily i'm not being evaluated since i'm at the supervisor level. bwahahahahahahahaha.

so, hopefully i'm exempted from giving out evaluations. because seriously, people would lose their jobs if it were up to me. i was talking to my husband about this last night. i don't owe any favors nor do i do favors. i mean, this is extra money on the line. this means a raise for someone.

i haven't gotten a raise from my job since i started in may '05. and i hardly call being promoted a raise. so like hell i'm going to give a free pass to money to some moocher! honestly, you think adults would act their age - they can't even clean up after themselves! let alone "think."

oh, co-worker gave me a few episodes of this anime called vandread. thought it was alright. as i watched it more and more though, i find some similarities...well more or less rip off of other animes. i mean ultimately, animes just outdo each other but in vandread's case i felt i was watching a 'wannabe' neon genesis evangelion. i wouldn't be surprised of the animators are the same. the style used have a very common resemblance. also i was reminded of tenchi muyo....oh how i miss you tenchi muyo. not good as tenchi though. when i think about it, vandread's kind of those 'harem' animes. some parts where hibiki combined his vanguard with one of the female pilots dreads reminded me of mishaps with keitarou in love hina or even shinji in evangelion...

so it had a few cheap laughs but ultimately there are better out there.

what i thought was going to be a short entry kind of became longwinded thar... nothing really much. almost finished with my phoenix wright game (trials and tribulations). must reiterated that mr. armando is totally cool.

watched some stephen colbert with the hubz. reggin please! l - o - l. stephen oh stephen. you are a hoot. and i still want my wrist strong bracelet. maybe if i wish hard enough he will find my blog and ask me if i want one...

still doesn't change the fact i work at midnight tonight. waaaah.

btw, i came across this blog that has the most awesomest song i've heard today. it's korean jazz type singer. kind of like a korean buble (if that's possible). really nice song.

i think the singer's name is alex and he has an album called "my vintage romance" and i think the song is titled "daydream." not sure, the blog where i came across the song was in chinese. i have it bookmarked, along with some other blogs that i need to add to my listing hurr.

bb~

i miss mabinogi. was looking at some pictures in my photobucket. /sigh if i had more time i would definitely pick it up again...

i should be sleeping but, gonna put it in an entry before going to bed. did some quests, harvested, crafted. was chatting with some friends.

btw, if you have xfire, you should definitely add meh. user is: tabemono.

friend of mine gave me a link for moar dotz. lol it's funny. (not work safe)



another friend of mine gave birth to his brand spanking new rot baby! (created with "tomato juice, milk, pineapples and something else" as stated from the father.)







so i'll be keeping tabs on the baby lololol. ermm...

oh tried tuna sandwich with a slice of swiss; good. very. yeah i dunno. uhh...going to play phoenix wright nao.

bb~

i deleted yesterday's entry on accident! i'm never cleaning up my entries again!!! waaaaaah.

i can't believe i deleted it!

if it says "pub" don't delete it!!! you'll lose your entry. waaaaah.

well to sum up yesterday's entry, i hit 20th level. i posted some screen shots anddd... i'll add a short vid that i made today.

(i feel so retarded waaah)




my character in frog form courtesy of my hubz.



i was supposed to fall off - there's a glitch with this vine thing lol.




found a flock of birds...couldn't resist.

hey mushroom,

couldn't post this via comment or tagboard, but i looked up the radwimps and i like this song/video. i think it's neat.

hahaha i feel so sneaky. almost stalker-ish but not really! i've been scouring the fc2 listing for english blogs. not necessarily english speakers but blogs that are in english!

i'm up to 18 blogs now! i don't know if they know yet...i think i should let them know. T^T i should've done that in the first place. it's okay. i don't mind commenting and leaving messages! that's the fun part of this blog thing.

oh i like youtube but...the upload is slow compared to photobucket? or...? i like photobucket. plus youtube was down yesterday.

oh i'm not an otaku. at least i don't want to believe it. i mean yeah, i like anime, i like some jpop, and yeah i can read, write, speak a little japanese here and there...and register on some japanese sites, but that doesn't make me one!

i should really get to playing eq2 today. i really slacked yesterday. i was just so tired. i think i slept for like.14 hours or more? super cat nap! yeah i was only supposed to take a nap, dunno what happened with that lol.

i'm playing a dps class. it's been fun so far. they're called dirge. yeah dirge like funeral songs, dreary melodies. it's cool cause when you fight all these musical notes barrage your enemies.

it is pretty damn cool!

lololol i'm playing a dirge for it's visuals. xDDD well on ro i really wanted to play a bard/troubador because of the music. i really liked mabinogi because you could play music. i just think any game that you can make melodies or dance are really cool and creative. can't get over how cool it is. so i'm playing a dirge. it's alright though. they don't really have "songs" that i've heard. well i might find out because for some reason i can't run my music player in the background when i run my game. waaaahhh.

i don't really have a choice because my computer is died and i'm using a laptop temporarily; the laptop has vista. can't complain!

so what's up everyone?! i'm so energized only because it's my day off. what did i do yesterday? hmm..oh my friend got me addicted to hatsune miku. she's from vocaloid2. i was watching a lot of her videos yesterday. so amazing! computer programmed songstress?! that takes a lot of time to do. i should really upload one of her songs or at least put it in my player. i'm looking for a seamless one. her voice is really cute though! she isn't the only vocaloid though.

oh. grats to jest for making admin... ...

i think i should get to commenting nao. lololol.

//i registered to nico nico douga yesterday. if anyone needs help registering leave me a message. it's really easy. i'm bringing the cancer of fail to nico lol!!!!

was messing around with office supplies with tei and chelsy one day. yeah, i think the stapler is the girl?



in guam there are a lot of days where it rains and it's super clear and sunny. i was trying to record one of these days in the car...didn't work out i think?

k! now for the how to:

this is for yuki (you sent me a message but you didn't leave a url for me to stalk return to. so this is how to put music on your blog!

there are many ways to go about putting music on your blog. the hard way and the easy way. the hard way is having your own site (free or paid) and hosting your own music. hosting as in you upload it and you source it to this blog via embed src html. the easy way is to go through free flashplayers.

in this case i'll just go through the free flash player because it is really convenient, and super easy!

1) register at http://www.myflashfetish.com

2) click the red tab at the top "mp3 playlist"

3) choose a player -> click "create now!"

4) a page will load where it's your mp3 player at the top and scroll down to the bottom and you'll see a search field with some artist's name in it and a scroll box beneath it with some of their songs. in this search field search by artist name or by song music you want on your site! (what this does is it sources from several flash sites and streams the music content via live feed).

* play the track first to avoid "dead tracks" on your player :x // you can do this by clicking the ">" button (play)

5) when you've found the song you want to add click the "+"

6) repeat until you've gathered 20 tracks! you don't need to but the max you can have is 20...as far as i know lol!

7) now that your list is done you can listen to some of your songs while you customize your player. depending on what player you can get will determine if it has skin styles, color etc.

8) after you've finished both your list and your customized player save and get code!

9) above your code will be a link that says "click here" -- do so!

10) the next page will have a lot of names on it, but there'll be a code box. copy what's inside the code box. it's best to ctrl+c it.

11) on your fc2 site go to "manage blog" and click on "plugin"

12) at the top right click "add fc2 plugin"

13) out of the categories scroll down at free area click "add"

14) rename your box at the top if you want lol, scroll down to the html/javascript box at the bottom and paste the code you copied from earlier!

15) lastly! click add!

you've got music on your site! you can move this box around depending on your template. sometimes it'll mess up your layout but it's not hard to fix since this box is dedicated to your music player.

and that's it for music how to! i'm not pro at fc2 but what i know i don't mind sharing with others...sometimes. bwahahahaha.

gl hf!

so having an okay day. not spectacular or anything.

lol just logged out of eq2. i should really post some of my screenshots. gah, i forgot again. usually when i log onto a game i get distracted.

note: screenshots next time!

well i wanted to at first but i was debating because of the picture size and how it would effect my page loading and what not. oh well. it would be fun. i'd have to resize the pictures.

luckily fc2 has a resize tool. ehh. yeah that sounds like a good idea. i'll do that tomorrow. i'm off. lots of time tomorrow!

let's see. i got off sort of on time. maybe 10 minutes off. great improvement than 3-4 hours. so that's a good point about today. there was a parade today; liberation day for guam. lololol. guam suxxors. but it was a really nice day for a parade. super bright and sunny. the last time it was bright and sunny was probably ... several years ago. i have no idea. i think i was still in highschool. but yeah, nice; but really hot.

since i started working graveyard shift at my work for about 2 years or so i don't really like hot sunny weather. sun hurts my eyes. lol.

nothing really happening at work, at least for last night. very uneventful. came home and i took a nap. i was super tired. i don't know how long i slept but it felt refreshing.

btw don't take things on the internet seriously. maybe if i say it i'll believe it myself. and uhh. my friend gave me a crap load of links to look at. so, when i get the time to look at it i'll just post them here. lol! (omg what kind of sentence is this. haha. i will look at these links when i get the time)

1/2/3/4

i'll watch those later. lololol.

i don't think i'm gonna change my playlist. i really like it. i'm so glad that people uploaded macross ii on youtube. so glad. i remember watching the vhs of it when i was in middle school and being so amazed by it.

i lived in japan and i didn't know that they called it "anime." i only knew "japanese cartoon." lololol.

wish i could blog more about stuff but i'm kind of going blank. mostly thinking about how i should brush my teeth and get to bed lol!

alrighty gl hf.

oh grats to my friend for losing weight! go go go! more hotdogs!

so. hm. i'm not bothered by it, i mean it's good. so i'm not upset...

my husband got moderator on the fc2 forums. o__o i can honestly say i am surprised. i'm surprised because it was kind of fun just posting on the boards with no aim for anything. just the fact that there are practically 3 people posting on the boards.

well, it's good. at least one of us got it. lol i guess...

i got off work on time. really happy about that. i think it's only because tei is scheduled 'till 1030am. i felt kind of bad for him. i'd feel bad for anyone who is scheduled to stay with n00bs. ha.

i got a free drink last night too! i didn't even have to do anything. marxist kept going on about how he was going to defeat tei in sudoku. i kept telling him that tei is sudoku king. no one can beat tei!

and so tei was victorious. marxist put up a bet whoever loses buys the winner and me green tea. works best for me! i just do what i do at work and win a green tea. :3 kekekeke.

also, sorry that i only have two songs up on my player right now. i'm obsessed with ranka lee. she's from macross frontier. which i will watch when i get the time. it kind of looks like an anime similar to kaleidostar. i love kaleidostar. made me cry so much. almost as much as honey and clover...and clannad...and pretear....omg i cried so hard watching AIR TV. omg. that was horrible.

lol i think i'm just a crybaby over animes.

after work i waited down at the basement. out of all the days to forget my ds. the game i'm currently playing is the third installment of phoenix wright (trials and tribulations i think). though i will always be edgie's fan, godot is pretty hot! i'm on the last chapter and i can see his fezzzzzzz.

since i forgot my ds, i sat around trying to figure out a sudoku puzzle that was left over from the sudoku battle last night. gave me a headache. the security manager comes over to me and says, "you missed out! we just reviewed a guy ejaculating on camera!"

...

why would i want to watch that? but yeah it was funny if you think about it but it's not like i would jump up and be like "omg! that's a penis! what is he doing?!"

i work at 2am today. i'll be able to play for about 5-6 hours today.

grr still hungry grah grah grah.

well not really. i think they should rename my work "drama hotel." there's so much drama. i didn't think that adult life would be as dramatic.

what's even more funny is that i realize that no matter how old a person gets they can still act like a dumb kid. work, home, some random stranger - a dumb kid.

unless proven otherwise. :3

started work at about 0120am last night didn't get off until about 11am. i keep pulling these long shifts. well it can't really be helped. maybe i'm getting dumber or something. these days i don't work as fast as efficient as before. or maybe i'm just doing more than i was before.

yeah, i do have more responsibilities now. i've got a few more things added to my things to do. luckily i have two capable people working with me now, so maybe i can catch up with what needs to be done.

but then again most of it is inter department discrepancies. contracts and such not being distributed. last minute offers and agreements. those are the worst.

so, what's her face ana, asked me for a room last night. i'm cool with it so i approved her employee form.

in attempt to unite the english speakers and all those who wish to create the english fc2 community i give you my button!



myself and others will find you!

you can't hide forever! we will be watching! :3

feeling rather awesome! i found my new favorite song. it's stuck in my head. other than this:



super catchy. o___o;

but anyway, there's another song that she sings that i really like! it's a remake of the old robotech one. same title and everything; just totally revamped. sounds really good.

like when they remade the honey flash song. really awesome.

gah. time to go to sleep. work again tonight. ;__;

bb~

so i got off work about 12:00pm today. i started at 0128am last night. yep that's almost 11 hours or so. got stuck at work. adrian didn't come into work until 0900am. he didn't know he worked at 0800am. ugh. i had tei stay back with me. he came in earlier than i did so i felt a little bad but he didn't mind staying with me. plus i couldn't leave front desk to elisa lol. she's still new.

it was a little weird because toyama is kind of nosing around. i don't know if you could call it nosing around. i mean it's good and all but just don't yap and complain to me, just report it. it was about carlo.

my work has drama.

the thing about it is i can't really do anything about it only because i'm not a manager, i'm only a supervisor. that and i don't have "life" experience. i'm half as old as majority of the managers at my work. :/ so it's kind of weird when they ask me my opinion on something.

it's like, "i'm like waaay younger than you...?" but whatever! it's a compliment. :3

so i bought an egg sandwich at the gas station last night. didn't get to eat it until the next day. i think i'm going to get sick because it was kind of sour? but i ate it anyway. :x super hungry.

finally paid my college bill! well not really college more like loan. sad sad sad. i'm so broke. T^T but it's okay. what kind of pissed me off was the cashier "found" something wrong with my account. i'm like "uhh, i just come in and pay what you people tell me to pay, what do you suggest i do then?" seriously, how can they treat a customer like that. ;_; i know i don't give that kind of crappy customer service. yeah the lady was making me mad. like i didn't like the way she was looking at me with her beady eyes and her snotty kind of tone. i felt like, "don't make me ram this bell down your throat!"

gar.

oh well it's not like i have to go there everyday or something...

oh man. so. i play everquest 2 and my hub told me that i need to make a new character? at first i was like "alright! new character." then i heard more about it and i was kind of mad. it's kind of sadness but, i don't know.

i just want to have fun. i feel bad that i can't log in all the time and whatever - level and skill up. i have a job that's kind of demanding and i care about it and do my work 100%. i'm only human, i've got to sleep and eat too.

gah. sadness.

lol! i got a plant --> it was hassle getting it a little bit, but it's all good. :3 i managed to get one. let's make it grow!

going to finish my food and look for more people to bother on fc2. :3 bb~

supposed to be in bed already but i'm kind of hyper because of the oreo cakesters i just ate. those things are so good but they make my mouth kind of sour.

was chatting with my friend i met playing mabinogi. feel bad talking to her recently. she broke up with her boyfriend and i don't really know how to handle people in that condition. just like pregnant people. i have no idea how to talk to people who are preggers. i mean, should i be sensitive?

hm. i really have no idea.

also, kind of getting irritated how there aren't many english speakers! or at least english blogs. gar! come on! we can do this. ^^b

but either way. i have work pretty soon. well not pretty soon but i need to go to sleep. lol.

omg bot your email. wtf! xD

lol there's an oekaki thing:

i had this weird dream. this bobba bee dude was in it. so weird. i think it had something to do with watching ben 10 yesterday. i was really offended that their episode was based off of one of the matrix movies.

i mean, i'm not a ben 10 fan or anything.

i just so happened to watch it yesterday by coincidence...really. so i was half playing everquest yesterday. i was harvesting and crafting and working on my fc2. it was kind of funny but a little bit exhausting. i was only gathering but i was in windowed mode so the waiting time in between was getting me frustrated. oh and i got one of my friends to join fc2. bwahahahahahahahaa. i'm usually rather selfish on good internet finds but right now i could care less. only because eventually everyone will find out about it; it is the internet after all.

it isn't that hard to google.

work at 1am today. lolololol. i called my work this morning to check what time i start and elisa picked up. hahahahaha. she's working morning shift now.

her father is a psycho. he's kind of in denial that his daughter is growing up maybe? she's supposed to get off work at 1130pm. but she hangs around work until i don't know what time. then her father calls and yells at me saying "do you know what time it is?! why is my daughter home now?!"

uhhh derrr. check your kid, sir. lol!

other than that. i'm hungry?

ahh. it's safe to say that i spent the whole day on fc2. xD

it's been a long time since i've been so anxious about a blogging site.

finished changes to another site. i'm real please about the added content. :3

...lol i can listen to the player nonstop...

so this is rather new to me; the site that is. i accidentally came across this site and i somewhat fell inl ove with it!

that and i feel relieved that at least i can have a blog with a japan feel to it...

for the past few days i've been researching on how to unlock japanese cell phones. i want one so badly! they're so tech savvy than american phones.

so what's been happening with me lately?

well my computer died about a week ago or more. i've been using a laptop the whole entire time. i'm saving up for my new computer but it's going to take a while for me to save up. i've got expenses and bills to pay.

suxxors.

work is alright i guess. it could be easier but oh well-can't rely on miracles right? there was a sudoku battle at work while i was doing my duties. it's alright. if there's nothing to be done for my partners there's not really much i could do. they can't go on the office software while i'm working on it anyway.

today's my day off. feels really good. i managed to get 12 hours of sleep! lol! feel kind of bad, i said i was only going to sleep for 4 hours or so. i wonder if anyone waited for me in game.

well i think this is a long enough post. i'm eager to try on the templates. :3