i haven't been on and this is why:

i'm moving!

yep. my hubz and i got an apartment! we've got a roommate too. well really, the three of us have been living together for quite some time.

so we got our own place. we're in the process of moving so i have been pretty much internet-less for a week or so?

currently staying at a place that's homey but the internet is suxxors to the 10th power.

i'm logged on at work. i've got about 5 minutes before i resume swimming in all the paperwork that i've got to do.

i really miss you internet! T^T

i'm so bummed. warhammer is coming out soon and i may not have internet when it launches. ;___;

so. i'm running trial of norton 360. i have a full version on my other computer but that's dead. this is ridiculous man. i mean, i've looked into help and on the forums on how to remedy this. so far i've found that you need to uninstall it from your computer.

well i can't do that now can i? unless i were to plug my hard drive into my new computer which is quite a hassle and wouldn't be very practical. my computer case is really small. everything is next to each other inside the case.

i'm kind of irritated right now on a whole different level with other things.

so. got off work late again. i don't know what my problem is. i work and i work but i can't seem to get off on time. i have just as much work maybe even less than others; or maybe that's how i feel. i'm in pain. this sucks.

so back to my norton, i'm waiting for support via chat. i'm currently 61 in queue.

i'm installing my games atm. i'm thinking of putting my game in window mode until a tech responds to me, lololol.

man this computer is really nice. i'm so lucky.

norton:

We are experiencing higher than usual service times. Please wait and an analyst will be with you shortly.

We are experiencing higher than usual service times. Please wait and an analyst will be with you shortly.

We are experiencing higher than usual service times. Please wait and an analyst will be with you shortly.

i wonder what other people are in the chat for. maybe stupid stuff. like, "how do i get my product key?" "how do i uninstall norton?"

you know really simple questions that you can find on the website in help using the search function.

ah i feel like crap.

i've been listening to pandora radio. i have this station, it's so nice. like mellow.

it's music i can cry to lol!! but feel relaxed and happy.

i feel like a winner! yesterday i got a computer for free! so awesome. i didn't do anything to get it, i just got it! it's super awesome.

i feel kinda bad that i didn't work for it. i have the worst of luck most of the time.

so i'm on my bad ass computer downloading programs and all. trying to resume from where i left off on my own computer that broke.

i got spammed on my fc2 blog. weird! i disabled security numbers because i hate them. i'm not going to enable them just because i'm spammed. fortunately i can delete those icky spammers!

i got off super late today. i was really anxious to get home and play on my new comp. but my jerk partner didn't show up for work last night. i was working by myself.

i'm tutoring my mother in law. algebra. lol!

my computer is so cool! :3

i wonder how long i can keep up this drawing. i'm too lazy to get the marker out and start drawing.

oekaki is much more easier and less time consuming for me. xD

it's not like i'm a professional or anything :3

i really need to change my template. D:

i linked my deviantart account hurr.

so i'm reviving my devianfag account. :3

i asked my hubz if i should; he said it's up to me. so...i think i'm gonna.





and i did.

so i've been on this diet for a week. i was about 115lbs (52.2kg) when i started. for 4'11 (149.9cm) that's not very good.

well at least to me that isn't.

i mean i don't look fat but just the fact i feel fat and when i bend over my belly folds. it's kind of depressing.

so today, marks the official first day of the second week. my weight:

107lbs! (48.5kg)

i'm kind of like, "alright!" but i don't see where the weight is coming off of. maybe my neck lol! little bit of my sides i think. cause my hubs is having some problems grabbing hold of the handles. lolololol.

i don't know what my ideal weight will be. i guess when i don't feel so fat? idk.

i looked up some bmi chart and put in my 115lbs as the weight and it said i'm not at risk or anything. haha.

i saw a carrot cake today. it made me think of the pound cakes i used to buy for 1.50 at a bowling alley i used to hang out a lot. gah. it's been forever since i've eaten a danish. those are really good. or that's what i remember. the last time i ate a danish was when i was..10? 12? lol.

well, gonna log on to my game. didn't get to log on like i said the other day cause i was watching youtube. haha.

oh swiss rolls. maybe dibs. i want.

i was going to work on making a template...then i ended up watching cromartie high school.

now i'm just gonna log on and play atlantica lol.

had a good 2 days off. i think i did a good job with levelling. so far here is my char. wearing 2nd set for mage:


lvl 23

waiting for the game to come back up. it's down for maintenance. the stamina system is ok but i wish there was a way for it to regain faster. for the higher ups it regens every 10 minutes (or that's what the patch says.)

so i figure the higher levels will just leave their chars on afk. xDDD

one more month till war! i can't wait!

i'm in guild ussr. they're not all that extreme but majority of the guildies are alright. we can't change our icon though cause pretty much whatever the guild leader's girlfriend wants, goes. :/

pretty lame but w/e.

it's true. i'm on a diet. have been since last week monday just about. or i can't really remember but maybe a week or so.

the diet i'm on is a no starch and low carb diet. i can't eat rice, bread, or any starch. i can't eat sweets or drink beverages that are above 20g of carbohydrates.

i eat eggs, eggplant and salad almost everyday with a vinigarette type dressing (japanese or italian). i can eat any type of meat, any vegetables. i cannot eat fruits - to an extent.

my favorite thing to eat currently is one tablespoon of creamy peanut butter and one stick of celery. but i can only eat that once a day.

yesterday, i made chicken curry because i felt i was going to go insane. of course, my chicken curry was da bomb. i use s&b curry cubes.

also yesterday i ate an avocado half with milk. very good but i did miss sugar. :( and i had a stick of celery with peanut butter bwahaha.

so what's up? me, atlantica online! i'm not sure if i like it or what but i can't wait to log on! it's been like that the past few days. i get all excited and anxious to go home and log on. i joined a guild called "ussr." lololol. i just got a hold of my q world friend who introduced me to the game - he's higher level than me! wtf!

so more drama at work. wth. seriously i didn't want to get involved but i got dragged into the situation. there's this intern, amy, and my coworker, marxist. well they're "together" and let's just cut things short and say that amy is one crazy psycho. so crazy psycho likes to go to marxist's house and sleep in his bed - without him being there mind you. like when i heard that i though of that movie 'fatal attraction.'

i wonder if my coworker has any animals... (it's only funny if you've ever watched the movie i mentioned - it's really sick. :/ )

btw i'm trying this gatorade drink, g2 fruit punch. don't drink it unless you like dimetap. srsly. i was like "it tastes like that kid medicine..." lololol. gahh i hate it! but it's low carb and it's sort of sweet. but uhh. might as well just drink water. yeah i drink water now.

so crazy.

my dog has fleas. T^T

well, someone i know has added me to their messenger...and to myspace. this person isn't my enemy but i couldn't really consider a friend either.

i usually just accept invites on messenger cause the only people i talk to are the people i message anyway. so if i don't message someone it's because i don't really care to talk to them i suppose. but for myspace...well i keep my page public; i don't have anything to hide. but i don't know why i can't find myself just to add this person. i've added really old acquaintances who i rarely talk to...

i don't know. i guess is this person asks then i'll go ahead and add them i guess...?

if i can get mabi running i'll be quitting eq2. i think that's why i've been rather...lazy? i don't know. well from the start i knew i wasn't going to play eq2 for long. i mean come on, it's almost september! i told all my friends about it way before i decided to play eq2.

so i'll be quitting. it's discouraging playing games that have been out for a long time. i kind of regret not continuing mabi. i kind of got scared? but i really liked my time playing. so far i haven't found a free game that was that...intuitive? really cool. i even have a guild. hahaha.

unfortunately, i'm on a vista laptop so...i'm having some problems. hopefully this new download i have will fix it.

this girl i know. she's such a kid. sometimes i catch myself just stressing over what kind of person she is. but she's a kid and why do i care lol.

i think it's cause i'm hungry.

i've been on the internet but i haven't logged onto messenger, eq2, or even my fc2 blog for a whole week.

work has been a little hectic? well it always is but sometimes it gets to a point where you feel like you're going to snap into a million pieces along with everyone's entrails emptying out of their bowels after defacing them...

but yeah work's been fine i think.

got some new interns at my work. that's a little bit of a headache for me. they speak english fine but they can't really get the hang of the work. only because quite frankly i don't have enough time to hold their hand. you know what i mean? i pretty much watch what everyone does. i'm like a hawk. i tried to get their key codes but my boss says its too soon and they might just pass keys to everyone. i gave them a login for the program but like i said, i can't really train them. i have one staff that pretty much knows what to do but he isn't a native speaker of english so i'm still on my own. i have 3 interns with me but i feel like a one man team.

i answer the phones, i answer questions; i'm basically your go to person at the front desk. regardless that there are 3 other people. i also have a n00bie guest relations. don't know what he's supposed to be doing.

well, good news, day off! my boss did my work last night. training tomorrow though. "identity theft" training. so i will be trained on identity thievery! lololololol. like this one training i had about terrorist bombing? or something. the guy was practically teaching us how to make a pipe bomb and the ideal places to put pipe bombs...or something like that. it's been forever since that training. like 2005? 2006? i have the certificate somewhere.

i've been watching movies lately. the dark knight was really awesome. i keep joking around that heath ledger did that movie right before he died to make up for brokeback. lololol. haven't watched that gay movie so ... ? right it's about homosexuals? xD just going on info i heard about it.

watched the american version of shutter: suck. don't watch it. watched semi-pro. it's ok. dewy cox was better though. mmm.

montauk monster -> cloverfield 2? i agree with it. :/

ohhhhhh i'm on a diet! no starch. that means no rice no bread no starch! i'm dying but i'm gonna tough it out. i was supposed to exercise but it's taking a lot willpower to fend off the habit of eating starch. i think if i exercise i'm just gonna snap and go crazy. only 1 arizona green tea per 24 hours, versus my 3-4 arizona green tea consumption per day.

no more ramen.... T^T it really is that depressing. lots of eggs though. eggs and eggplant and salad. a crapload of salad. and a glass or so of water to make the hunger pangs after eating go away. i'm on the second day. yeah i think the second day.

oh friend gave me the vocaloid program the other day. and i finally got the daemon tools. now i just need to figure out how to do the thing...

oh...one more thing.

i gave my dog a haircut! i should upload vids!

before:



after:




oh and something about gas i guess.