so i've been on this diet for a week. i was about 115lbs (52.2kg) when i started. for 4'11 (149.9cm) that's not very good.

well at least to me that isn't.

i mean i don't look fat but just the fact i feel fat and when i bend over my belly folds. it's kind of depressing.

so today, marks the official first day of the second week. my weight:

107lbs! (48.5kg)

i'm kind of like, "alright!" but i don't see where the weight is coming off of. maybe my neck lol! little bit of my sides i think. cause my hubs is having some problems grabbing hold of the handles. lolololol.

i don't know what my ideal weight will be. i guess when i don't feel so fat? idk.

i looked up some bmi chart and put in my 115lbs as the weight and it said i'm not at risk or anything. haha.

i saw a carrot cake today. it made me think of the pound cakes i used to buy for 1.50 at a bowling alley i used to hang out a lot. gah. it's been forever since i've eaten a danish. those are really good. or that's what i remember. the last time i ate a danish was when i was..10? 12? lol.

well, gonna log on to my game. didn't get to log on like i said the other day cause i was watching youtube. haha.

oh swiss rolls. maybe dibs. i want.