so today is my last day off and my last week of taking leave. ahh, it was great! it let me relax and unwind. lots of things happened last month. well not really a lot of things but the things that happened were pretty stressful. not as settled into the new place as i'd like to be but we're staying afloat. xD

hopefully when our finances become more stable we can work on getting some uber internetz!

i've been listening to a lot of 'we the kings.' i like them. :3 i've been playing a lot of rose online! very fun and very cute! love it! for the first time i'm soooo satisfied with my character. i can heal, i can buff and i've got some mad dps!



i happened to pick up a fairy last night. lucky, but i was too tired to grind.

there's some drama happening at my work. mostly the interns. the batch we have are pretty crazy. we've got a psycho girlfriend intern, an intern hitting on local married men, queen intern, and brat intern.

shall i explain? xD

well they're pretty explanatory. and at least 2 will be sent home. the psycho girlfriend one is reallly crazy. i can't put it in more simpler terms. the boyfriend is a fag so no wonder why they're together. then there's the intern dating the married guy, that was hilarious. the wife shows up at the front desk in tears asking to speak to a manager regarding the intern and her husband. hahahahahha. that's hilarious. we have an intern who is a supervisor for one of the restaurants at my work. so because of that she acts like she's higher than all the interns. which isn't true. all the interns are management trainees - they're not peasants. xD so demanded her own single occupancy room and special requested room set up and amenities like she's some sort of vip. xD then there's the brat intern she's like...wow, how old and she doen't know how to wash dishes?

she was all like, "in korea, i never wash dishes! in korea, i never have to clean!" dammmmmnnnn you're how old miss? you can't even clean up after yourself? :oooooo zomg! how sad! but yeah, she got into it with the restaurant manager and it was either go back to korea or wise up - she should be going back to korea soon.

problem is, her mommy sent her money via back account, but the stupid brat lost the bank account. lol! how do you lose a bank account???? xDDDDDDD

so far i really like sora, she's my shift partner. ever since she got her cellphone, i've been texting her casually. she's really fun and she's super smart. i'm older than her of course.

i'm always older than these interns. majority of the time.

the last intern i really liked from the last batch was wee, though i'm a little disappointed in her because i warned her about her loser boyfriend and i heard that they broke up and she was crying about it. i feel kind of bad but i already warned her.

okay, i'm gonna log back into rose online. i was trying to watch sense and sensibility on gaia cinema but it was being teh uber ghey.

later yao! :3

so my hubz and i went to the laundromat do some laundro-y. we hardly spoke the whole time we were there. it was really hot and he had his paper and i had my ds. so it was okay. he took pictures of me. >_____< whaaa~~~

this was probably the best picture:



it doesn't show my face! xD but yeah, it was so hot i had to put up my hair.

the front of the shirt is really cool though. it's referring to communism. and it is ultra comfy to wear when it's bedtime.

back to work. not sure if i should go to sleep. i work in 7 hours. :3

i finally got rose online to work!

lol i left for awhile there. totally forgot i had this open. well i suppose it's back to rose online!

i'm feeling rather down. maybe subconsciously i'm crying for attention, i don't know.

i just don't get why do we have to put up a front, a face, a facade, an act. isn't it about who we really are? why do we have to hide from it or pretend otherwise.

i really hate all this pretending. i hate trying not to care. i really do care!

i feel a lot of things for me is a one sided street. i can't blame anything or anyone; that's cowardly. i don't want to be a coward.

i'm trying everyday. i'm working hard. isn't it enough?

i just feel lost in all of this.

i really don't know what is what and who to believe in.

i'm feeling rather distressed.

i don't feel good.

thanks guys, i hit 1k views.

i just got a major ego boost. :3

got over the period. but i still feel weird. like i feel something is missing. and i just noticed that there's a visitor's list? sweet! :3

now i can spam all ye who visit my page. bwahahaha.

i downloaded google's new browser "chrome." it's alright, but it freaks me out when i go to certain sites.

so i might just use firefox for a few more months. :3

chrome is good for lazy people! it's convenient and super fast. :x

deviantart is making me mad. before i could make pasties of my art now i can't. boooo. is it reallyworth subscribing? >___< idk.

another 3 days off. i'm planning on getting a second job! it'll be great. :3 oh that's right, i was supposed to start on my resume. bwahahaha.

there's a hotel within walking distance of my job, so i've already let my boss know i'm interested in a second job. need more monies.

i've gotten used to sleeping weird hours.

now i'm not sleeping enough. i've been posting on gaia a lot recently. i've been having a lot of fun. have i not mentioned i love arizona peach tea. i really like the taste.

some crazy stuff happened last night. long story short, girls are really crazy. especially girls who spit in peoples faces, beat people up and are just plain psycho.

i was sort of window shopping at kmart. the apartment is kind of bare, i want to furnish it, but i'm low on cash. haaaaa.

i've already paid half the rent but i'm not so sure about utilities. i don't really want to worry about it.

i don't want to think too much on things mainly because it's that time of the month where i get high tension. like i get worried or pissed off real easily.

omg i don't get off till 1030am. cryyyyyyyyyyyy.

so...i picked up on gaia again.

lol!

was practically on for a few hours...several...a lot.

time for bed. my dog looks soooo depressed. xD

i'm sort of bummed because i miss going on the computer. i've been playing ff12 recently. i wish i had fully downloaded rose online when i had the chance.

i also wish i had fable the lost chapters for pc. sadness.

i got a raise at work but i need to sign the form. they had to tell me after my day off right? lol.

i had a long talk with this girl i know - she's kind of late in the literary world. :/

hopefully next month we'll be able to hook up the internet. ;_;

kk. first off, let's put up some videos~

while i wait for those to load. i just heard about the blog clap function - or actually i just figured out how to enable it. lolololol.

i'm off for three days yay! man i'm going to play ff12 till my eyes fall out of it's sockets. i wish i could be on the computer at the same time though.

was really busy at work today. i was supposed to make my mother-in-law's study guide at work but didn't get the chance to.

at work there's this large pile of registration cards that we have guests fill out before the check in, omg myself and the intern working with me fixed everything. we filed it by months and there were about 7 boxes or so. it was so dusty and dirty. i felt so itchy afterward. it's a bummer because i was sort of waiting for it to be bigger and give it to the dum dum supervisor. the look on her face would be really awesome.

"clean this up and put this away."

i think she's scared of me so it makes it even more funny. instead, i waited too long and it backfired on me. boo. anyway it's done.

i was kinda of teasing my intern friend, sora. she doesn't like it when i'm off because she kinda flies solo with the other supervisor, angela. haha. it's so funny.

man, the only thing i don't like about my phone is i can't charge it or transfer files or use the phone at the same time. :/

ah, i want to go play ff12. waiting for the vid to load. boo. this sucks. hopefully when both my hubz and his cousin get a job or two we can hook up bad ass internet.

this 56k-speed internet is unbearable. ;_;

//the videos are done!


this was the last day we stayed in this place in yigo. we washed dishes outside because the water was out at the time.



this is the initial tour of our new place! pretty awesome. :3

i went back to the basic template. i really like it and there's really not much i can change to make it better. :3

it's okay. i was trying to make one of my own but i had time then and i was in the mood to do it.

now not so much.

i'm almost broke. probably after servicing the car i will be virtually broke.

the cheese sticks are worth it though!

i want to eat and steaks and shakes next payday!

seriously. i had over one thousand spam comments. it covers almost everything imaginable besides enlarging my penis.

i've been meaning to blog but i'm scared of turning my computer on. now that i'm practically paying for almost everything at the moment i'm kind of a scrooge.

but whatever right.

anyway, i haven't been doing well lately. i haven't really had time for myself. i've been helping/tutoring my mother in law with her math...which really means me doing her homework and she copies the answer. idk. if she really wanted to learn her math she'd practice like i freakin' tell her. math is practice, you can't just get it in one sitting - unless you're one of those kids that just gets math right off the bat.

imagine tutoring a 3 year old. now imagine tutoring a 50 year old. difficult. so i'm at this point where i'm tired of doing her homework. i mean, i'm not the one who needs to learn the content; i already know it! while i do her homework she goes off and does her recreational stuff. and when i don't finish her homework completely she makes a fuss about how she's tired.

ummm. okay.

on the other hand, i just found out that one of my room mates has been leaving his computer on all night all day. his computer is a high end computer = high wattage intake = more expensive power bill = he has no job = i have to pay more.

you get my equation?

so today, i shut off his computer. took the power cord and practically waited. he's bigger than me sure, but i'm the one with the money. if anything, he's staying under -my- roof. so he asked me why i took his power cord, i answered with asking him why he was leaving his computer on 24/7. of course he said he was doing 'something' and it needed to be running. i told him quite frankly i don't give a damn what he needs to do that leaves his computer on because i'm the one paying for his power usage since he's jobless.

i was pretty upset. i mean, here i am, working, staying up to tutor someone who doesn't care for math, not being able to relax and whatever, go to sleep for several hours, go back to work, repeat repeat repeat.

i hate it how people say they're stressed when they've got nothing to stress about; virtually nothing anyway. i'm practically broke for a week and a half.

hopefully the bills don't hit the roof. i'm seriously contemplating on getting a second job. ugh.

in other news. since i don't go on the computer much these past few days, i've taken out the ps2. i don't remember if i've said this already. i'm playing ff12. bwaha. so far it's pretty good. i stayed up later than usual (was waiting for the water heater) and i kept saying to myself, "alright i'll stop when i get to the next save." lololol.

i'm in nalbina dungeon. fran's hot! she looks like a desert fox. :3

my dog barks a lot. it's so irritating. it's good but when there's heavy traffic outside the door it's unbearable!

alright time for bed. later yao!

so i've moved into my new place! it's totally awesome! i don't have internet but luckily my hub's cousin had an extra usb wifi.

so we're stealing internet from someone, hahahahhaa.

i have my dog with me and man it's really great! he follows me everywhere and he sleeps in the bed. only thing though is he barks at people passing by the front door.

i live in an apartment complex so there's a lot of people. other than it's awesome.

work's been a little bit crazy. i think a little bit unbearable because i didn't have internet to unwind. i'll be taking my day leave every week for a month starting next week. three days off!

in other news, i changed my handwriting. lolololol! i was tired of people not being able to read it.

i've been tutoring my mother-in-law in elementary college algebra. it's a challenge. i'm surprised i even remember how to do it. but, i'm able to. sometimes i lose my patience cause i feel as if she's just using me to get the answers. ...

ah i have no sound. D:

think i'm gonna go cook eggs.

oh, and i'm tired of getting randomly spammed so the security numbers are going back up.