so i wasn't able to go online after work at all yesterday. i was just so tired. as i said in an earlier post i'm working max hours this week and i feel a little stretched out. the internet was blinking off and on yesterday so maybe i would have been frustrated if i even tried to log on yesterday.

i was kind of going for 'an entry a day' kind of thing but i'm not good with streaks. haha.

so haven't been really busy at work per se. but the thing about me is if all my work is done, i look for more work to do. it's a curse. i feel really good but very tired and exhausted. i try to put 110% into what i do, because ultimately in the end, it'll be better for me.

at my job i'm practically the shift that ties everything together. whatever is left over, incomplete, unfinished, needs fixing - that's me. well not only that but i do the audit every night at the hotel as well. so, i kind of have a lot of things to do during a very 'slow shift.'

i'm getting a bit irritated though. one of my coworkers kind of skyrocketed through positions. he doesn't work all that hard (so it seems) and his knowledge of the program at work is pretty basic. i don't know, i feel kind of cheated? but lately he's been really taking advantage of his position - he hardly comes into work these days. (he's on salary now).

it's not only that but the others too. i can totally understand that line staff are incompetent, but it's another thing when your coworkers are a bit lacking at the supervisory level. i'm not perfect but tbh i feel like a freakin' mule or something. but then again, i don't know the whole story. maybe they're doing as much work and because i hardly see the other supervisors it just feels like i'm alone.

yeah, i'm a bit irritated and kind of...i feel like everyone is just retarded right now at my work. i came into work a bit late. 15-20 minutes. this is a usual thing for me. attendance is not my strong point. but anyway, i call up erika and tell her before my scheduled time that i'm going to be running a bit late. she tells me that there's something wrong with the computer at work and asks if we have an computer tech 24 hours. at my work tech support is pretty much on call so, no we don't have a 24 hour tech guy on hand. but usually basic troubleshooting i can handle; it's not that hard really.

so i ask her why she's looking for tech support and she says that there's something wrong with the computer at work. we've got a total of 5 computers at my work that are always being used, so if one of them is down it's going to affect me quite a bit. so i ask her what's wrong with it and she says, "it won't turn on." at this point i'm kind of like, "don't touch the computer, i'll take a look at it when i get there."

so i get to work and obviously the computer that has a problem has it's case off. it's about 1230am and i know for sure that tech support did not come in; they never come in that late. so strolls around the corner and i ask her why the case is off. she goes, "oh i was trying to figure out how to fix it."

i was kind of pissed. idk, i just feel that computers are kind of my forte and n00bs should just listen to what i say. so i'm like "if you don't know what you're doing, don't try to -fix- anything, you'll just make matters worse." it doesn't even take me 5 minutes to figure out what was wrong; the ups is dead. i was like "battery box needs to be replaced, there was no reason for you to remove the case because it isn't the computer that has a problem.

gah. you know, it's the 21st century. i don't get why people don't know about computers. i feel kind of like crap. maybe it's just cause i'm tired. i woke up at about 1140pm last night and it's about 1345pm the next day so that could be it. i've been i don't know, it's kind of crazy.

you work and work and work but it kinda feels i'm just pushing on a mill with never ending grain that i won't be able to eat? does that make sense? lol. i have no idea.

ahhh. so tonight will be the last night i work at 2400. can't wait. the next day i work at 0300am. i'll be able to sleep in. it'll feel so good.

the phone is ringing...i hope it isn't my work. i shut off my cell phone because quite frankly, i don't want to talk to anyone from work right now. i mean, i was supposed to get off at 1030am but didn't get to go home until 1200pm. oh and the "manager" was supposed to be 'half day' which i don't even get why he says half day when he doesn't even bother to show up.

aaaah. idkdidkddidkdikdiddkdkddkdk

gonna go stuff my face with snacks now.