seriously. i had over one thousand spam comments. it covers almost everything imaginable besides enlarging my penis.

i've been meaning to blog but i'm scared of turning my computer on. now that i'm practically paying for almost everything at the moment i'm kind of a scrooge.

but whatever right.

anyway, i haven't been doing well lately. i haven't really had time for myself. i've been helping/tutoring my mother in law with her math...which really means me doing her homework and she copies the answer. idk. if she really wanted to learn her math she'd practice like i freakin' tell her. math is practice, you can't just get it in one sitting - unless you're one of those kids that just gets math right off the bat.

imagine tutoring a 3 year old. now imagine tutoring a 50 year old. difficult. so i'm at this point where i'm tired of doing her homework. i mean, i'm not the one who needs to learn the content; i already know it! while i do her homework she goes off and does her recreational stuff. and when i don't finish her homework completely she makes a fuss about how she's tired.

ummm. okay.

on the other hand, i just found out that one of my room mates has been leaving his computer on all night all day. his computer is a high end computer = high wattage intake = more expensive power bill = he has no job = i have to pay more.

you get my equation?

so today, i shut off his computer. took the power cord and practically waited. he's bigger than me sure, but i'm the one with the money. if anything, he's staying under -my- roof. so he asked me why i took his power cord, i answered with asking him why he was leaving his computer on 24/7. of course he said he was doing 'something' and it needed to be running. i told him quite frankly i don't give a damn what he needs to do that leaves his computer on because i'm the one paying for his power usage since he's jobless.

i was pretty upset. i mean, here i am, working, staying up to tutor someone who doesn't care for math, not being able to relax and whatever, go to sleep for several hours, go back to work, repeat repeat repeat.

i hate it how people say they're stressed when they've got nothing to stress about; virtually nothing anyway. i'm practically broke for a week and a half.

hopefully the bills don't hit the roof. i'm seriously contemplating on getting a second job. ugh.

in other news. since i don't go on the computer much these past few days, i've taken out the ps2. i don't remember if i've said this already. i'm playing ff12. bwaha. so far it's pretty good. i stayed up later than usual (was waiting for the water heater) and i kept saying to myself, "alright i'll stop when i get to the next save." lololol.

i'm in nalbina dungeon. fran's hot! she looks like a desert fox. :3

my dog barks a lot. it's so irritating. it's good but when there's heavy traffic outside the door it's unbearable!

alright time for bed. later yao!