bwahahahaha. so after work today i went home and ate two bowls of noodles! hahahahaha. while eating noodles i watched my drama of course~

zomg....gun woo totally serenades eun jae aka soo hee part 2. waaaaah. if that's his real singing voice omg..i'm going to die! thea song was super nice! omgomgomgogmogm gun woo!

i totally need to download that song. kekekekekekekekekekekekeke.

the drama is getting really crazy anqd i'm crying and i'm laughing. the aunt, han neul is so hilarious! she's such a perv to kang jae! i don't think she's retarded...

as usual, work has been super busy. i think i'm going to get my period soon so i'm even more bummed. i need to start taking the vitamins my husband bought me. i'm going to suffer pretty soon. my body was aching last night.

recently i've been eating a lot. i'm seriously going to gain weight. i don't know how i became so obsessed with my body or gaining weight. i think it's because i lost 20lbs (about 9kg) in such a short amount of time that i'm super paranoid about gaining it back. waaaah.

something awful happened today. my husband's old dog, his childhood dog...died today. it was very sad. i cried too. even though the dog was a very mean dog to me...he almost bit me and gave me a very ugly bruise on my leg...my husband loved that dog very much. he didn't die because of his injuries he received when he was attacked by the old pitbull, he died because of heart failure.

his heart was enlarged due to his unhealthy teeth. the bacteria accumulated in his mouth from poor dental care caused his heart to get big in his chest. he was wheezing for a long while now. maybe 2 years or so. i remember. i would always tease the dog that he's an old man because of his wheezing. i kept telling my in laws to take the dog to the vet to have him checked. i noticed his skin was thinning, he had a lot of sores...but my inlaws didn't listen to me...they never really listen to me.

well anyway, he lived for a good 17-18 years. and that's pretty good for a dog! it's above average! i tried to cheer my husband up and reminded him he has two babies! our dogs! of course gunther was very worried and tried to cheer him up too! i even asked him if he wants to go out tonight. not sure if he does.

it's a bit of a bother but i need to pay the phone bill today. gar.

i wanted to be very sweet, comforting and caring to my husband because of his dog. i remember when i lost my cat who was 9 years old, i was very sad. i cried a lot for a few days. at first my husband didn't say anything but eventually he told me to get over it. it was a bit cold but it was true. i was crying for too long about it. maybe about 2 weeks i was crying. i really loved that cat and it seemed as if he understood when i was feeling sad or lonely. i even said that i'd never own another pet again because i was so heartbroken.

but now i have two very sweet and intelligent dogs! they're very spoiled but they make me soooo happy.

i hope my husband feels better soon.